Jealousy, is so FUGLY ! If you waste all your time and energy being envious over another, it's apparent that you're never going to be happy with yourself, let alone anyone else. If suddenly you find yourself having a midlife crisis, just breathe. There's no need to reinvent your whole persona in an attempt to create a fake carbon copy life of the other person you envy. FUGLY is to the core and it's bone deep ! No amount of peripheral change will ever erase that kind of inner FUGLY aka jealousy.